I am going to Marshfield to see an Oncologst on Thursday. We will be leaving Wednesday after school and staying the night down there. The boys see it as a night in a hotel with a swimming pool.
I am probably going to be going there more than once to get an accurate diagnosis, but I am not waiting for that. Micah has got a juicer coming and I will be going vegetarian and juicing my foods for the maximum nutrient value and farming bean sprouts and trying to relax as much as possible.
I know stress is one of my big issues. My parents, who both died of cancer, were always stressed out and I grew up in a very stressful environment so learning to relax and let go is one of the harder things. Fortunately I love my husband and my boys and they are all great and very supportive so I have a lot of help in that area.
I am not expecting a miss diagnosis or some surprise that will releive me of cancer. I have been living with a great deal of pain for a few years now and never knew why. I don’t know that this Cancer is why but I know that it has taken the report of cancer to motivate me to change my life as far as my health and well being.
I have made significant changes in the past. In my 20s I was pretty wild and when I quit that life style I starting gaining weight. Now I have lost some weight but apparently that is not enough.
Life is an adventure and I intend to see it through. I am spending time visualizing being around to see my grand children and growing old yet healthy with Micah.
